oh girl...we all feel that way sometimes...trust me
it really sucks when you dont wanna do ANYTHING. like really....its the most stupid thing.
just breathe, calm down, do your homework and go to bed, tomorrow's another day! =)

xoxo Vee.

oh wow, girl...that's tough
sorry about your friend...it's horrible...but you should be careful!! like really...it's not a joke you know...just don't get in this shit...or you cant get outta there...be careful!

good night! =)

hey girl...
Sorry you have some allergies...i know how it is cuz i have a lot of them also and i can say loudly IT SUCKS...buh...i hate it..

sorry you're failing...i know you can do so much better! Good luck with your next one!
Barbeque sounds fun...i love having barbeques..just having fun with your friends and EAT lol

oh yeah!!!!

Have a great day love!

Mwah kiss you <3

hey you, i guess you forgot me =(
=) you look nice...ery beautiful. I wished I had your sweet smile. (:

have fun babysitting ((: and do your homework well!

Well, i think a boyfriend like that would be a pig who wants s..x lol  sorry babe...you knoe he loves you

mwah have a great day

yep he's a disgusting pig. glad u updated

oh and love the jewelry

Deeeeee
hey darlingg, i misssed you terribly.
its okay even if you had nothing to
write about out,you should always updatee
you can tell us a story or anythin cause
in this way i can know your doin fine
and not to worry about you much :P

i'm so happy that Briana is out,goodluck to her,
and DEE stay out of troubles :P

love youu sweeetie pie

glad 4 the update

hope ur girl gets out....i know how it feels to have some1 u care 4 locked up suckz

hope the best 4 u n Bobby

Deeee , i missed you gurl!!!
ahhh poor Briana!!
deee takecare don't involve in such things
i don't wanna loose you ok baby
and you should concentrate more
on your schoool.its much important for
your lifee,
ahh i hope things go well with bobby,
be patient,we dont want him to get arrested okaaay!!
anyway does this myspace include me i mean i have you
on your private one,should i add this and remove the other ?

takecare darlingggg, and rememeber your like my sister,
if you need anythin just tell me ! dont forget that.
i hope brainaa will be out sooon

i love youuuuuuu

Aww =( sweetheart you need to relax, this actually happens to all of us when you get to a point where you see everything as annoying =(

Sometimes I just look at myself hating the way i look like, i go depressed lol then i start going crazy, but you just need to calm down!!

Why you don't like going to school anymore? =( why isn't it going well??

I've been missing you so much, I don't come to msn much since I only use internet at the library, but i'm going back home sep 30th and I will catch you online then!! and yay for being able to text internationally

ilysm,
Dee.

Well i don't know if i've ever really been in love, so I dunno can't tell you, you tell me!!!!!!!!!
That's great no classes lol i'm on vacation right now, no university or anything, just staying home doing nothing :P well no i'm getting ready to go to Russia!!! so classes start for me september 3rd!!!!!

Ily girl forever and ever mwah,
Dee.

Haha wow that's like too much information at once WOW
I'm glad you and bobby are back together and yeah at least you can spend the weekend together, i'm glad you got your laptop back so now you can update more often and stop giving me time to miss you lol i miss you anyway!!!!!!!!!!

Friends are urgh sometimes, yeah it's annoying when you find out how fake they are

ily sweetheart!!!!
Dee xoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Hard question !!
i always fall for the wrong person and end up hating him in the end.

WHAT IS LOVE !!!! It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind.

Some say it's mysterious, magical, complex, difficult, imaginary, thought-provoking, inspirational, intuitional, joyous, immeasurable, ecstasy, and undefinable. Perhaps.

Love is the answer to "all" questions!

It is important to stand in Love, not fall into it.

Love is waking up to find the object of your affection in the dream you were having asleep on your shoulder.

Could it be that Love is a story that can never be fully expressed?

Love is a bond or connection between two people that results in trust, intimacy, and an interdependence that enhances both partners.

i dont want to make you bored :P i brought this from internet cause you something,
no one knows what is love . no one knows how to explain it,you love bobby but why and how?
there is no answer its something within you.

I love you. Yeah! YOU!

mwaaah

DEEEE I MISS YOU :p

True love is your soul's recognition of its counterpoint in another. -- from 'Wedding Crashers'

But in all seriousness I don't believe there is a definition of love.  As cheesy as it is to say it, you just know when your in love.   Love is just an indescribable feeling.

Deeeee

welcome back babyy,
buhh when you said bobby and you broke up i was likee
but then you came backk :D thats coool..
oh girl sorry to hear about your friends, me too, i finally realized how fake they are.
but you can always count on meeee :]
yalla enjoy your time sweetie,and come back soooooon don't disappear as you did before !!!

love youuuuuuu

wow, it's been a while since i've heard from you. welcome back ! :] congrats on the laptop, that's awesomeee~ :D glad college is going well for you too...i think all schooling is kinda boring. xD haha, at least the guys make it interesting though? :]] but you and bobby are so good together. i'm really glad you and him made up and didn't leave each other!! you guys are so strong, you've been through like everything and it's really good to hear that you're still together after all this time. <3 ugh, people can suck sometimes. i know a lot of the people i know are like that, so i don't hang out with a lot of people either. hahaha, when i get old enough i'm totally going to be a raver. :] partying is awesome. PLUR<33 [peace love unity respect~~] yeah, raver term. i'll stop now. xD

glad to hear from you again and that things are going well~

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Party girls are the best! Arent we? lol Sounds like you live life fun. Its the way it should be. I would like to know more. Teatah for now. Byzzz!

Dee,baby where are you ??????
i missed you terriblyyyy
hope you are okay,and bobby is fine !!
i really misssss youuu come baack and updateee

[nkpanter]

That's cool u're living with ur boyfriend!But not so ab the animalsIt's a farm or what actually??

Everyone's summer is almost over though I can say I've missed my uni;the bad thing is that I'll start my session along with uni...

Anyway,have fun hunn!

OLyA

Hey hey hey!!

I REALLY MISS YOU!!
I haven't been online much lately either, it sucks,
I'm glad you're having fun, living out in the country sounds fun haha
you gotta love animals! =D

I wanna go to the beach too, staying over night would be great, but make sure you get some pictures to show me!!!!!

My summer semester didn't finish yet, two more weeks yuk!

Then i'm going to Moscow, for more classes lol but it's gonna be fun.

My brother's wedding is on 8th of august btw lol

Hope to talk to you soon baby,

I love you soooo much,
Dee.

Deee babyy,this makes me smile really big
miss you sooooooo much more!!!!
thankyou love,
and wow you moved with him!!!this is exciting :D
you sounds really happy and thats really makes me happy
classes will start again!!:S
so summer is almost over but it just started :S:S
i hate school lol thangod i finished!!!

i cant wait to talk to you on msn & i will email you soon!!
&&i will never forget you ,never ever my best friend!!
<3333333

woww. that's pretty sad that that person went totally out of there way to pretend that they're someone they're not. guess they don't have anything better to do...? you totally convinced me, even without the update. :] that's reallyy sad that that happened though...it must be especially annoying for the real person to deal with too. D:

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

I was a little suspicious to tell you the truth. I still found it entertaining to read.

And seriously that's why my myspace and facebook profiles are private. And my diary was semi-private when I had pics in it. I've deleted the pics so I'm public again, but come on people, you have to be careful about that kind of stuff.

Thanks for playing detective and busting these two though!

 wow ur like a real spy[meant in a good way]

but i dont understand

whats her authors name here on mdd

could you please tell me

is it just

bree

Okay so I found out who the two people are and I'm just curious as to how you know for sure that they're fake. Because I've been reading one of the girls' diary for a while and she doesn't seem fake.

woow, people are so f***in' fakee.
fake people are my biggest issue right now!!
so anywhays.. how you been? havent heard from you in a hot minute. 

[LiLKiDDSMiLEY]

Oh wow who's that??

I miss you girl =(

Tell me how have you been? you never come to msn anymore =(

Love ya,
Dee.

omg :| i cant believe thissss :S
 i have her on my list ....
oh wow!! :S

anyway love i added you we can talk about this online :P

my email is bibatwl@msn.com

cant wait <333
&& betweeen!! your moving to live with him :D yayayayayyiiii sounds excitting i wanna know
the details!!

lovee you girl
mwah

HA*HA  I spelled DAMN WRONG..... LOSER!!!!! i kno....

**L@dy LuCk** 

**********DANM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dee u got it lyke that... YEP YEP what*eva u did to them they still ON IT... Ha*Ha Frank reminds me so mucc of my Ex...(Smart*Guy is what i called him ha*ha) and jus like you and him Me and Smart g*Guy stayed koo but he always calling me telling me he still like me and talking about getting married i'm lyke nah, i wasnt feel*n him lyle he was feel*n me u kno ... but yea girl ***BUMP*** the **EX** u got BOBBY and that's all U NEEDDDDDD!!!!!**********

**L@dy LuCk**

********AWWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.....Hey CUZzo HAPPY LATE*Late*late*late*late*late* ^{(all the dayz i missed  Ha- Ha )}ANNIVERSAY.... i didnt even kno and we where out there... man you should of told me...ha-ha nah dang its been that LONG huh GET EM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well CONGRATS....**************

**L@dy LuCk**

Ah that msg is so much fun haha
I used to get such stuff sometime back!

I'm glad you and bobby are doing well
and they picture of you is amazing, you have a beautiful smile and cool sunglasses lol

Miss ya so much and love yaaaaaaaaaa
Dee.

the first ex seemed sweet, the secound i agreed wit u, lol bobby yee u was right stay with him. lol

ur so pretty though

hey there ma;
wooow; well thanks
for your opinion.
imma need your help
on a new one though.
go read my newest entry.
& tell me wachuu think!!!!
i need help ASAP. ohh &
about the whole X thing..
let it go. you got your man
bobby &  you love him <<
dont let him go.
<3

hey dee!! good entry.i enjoyed reading..i just saw that dedication page and i was very touched! Everything u said is totally mutual, just so u know..beautiful picture..hope your having a good summer

luv yaz xox

you're wayy pretty :]

<3 allie

dayumm Dee;
if he does get locked up..
i know how it feels girl.
Andre got locked up for 2 months
and i was so sad.
so yeahh how you been?

yeee Deee im sorry for whats happening
ill pray for bobby,tell us what will happen and we are all prayiing for you
babiii you sure dont deserve this doll

dont worry its just a bad day or so,things will get better,takecare of yourself an dont
involve your self with anything stay far of these sh*ts and things will be clear and better

i missed you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much
why arent you on facebook anymore?
mwah

_{Dang Cuzzo that is sadd poor BOBBY they wrong and F*ed up too... Yep so now u see who his real friends are??? *NONE OF THEM!!!!* how they gonna put it all on him cuz he was the driver...after all he did for them take*n them place and wha not and tha's how they repay him... *SUM FRIENDZ* and he is gonna let it go down like that cuz he dont wonna *SNITCH*  they aint have his bacc...tha's *DIRTY*}

_{People dont kno how to just go out and have *FUN* witout FIGHT*N r Kill*n folks...not all the time but still that's Y i dont *PARTY* ....}

_{**L@dy LuCk**}

that's so sad! :[ i'm so sorry<3

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

_{^{Yea Day*day is badd but i'm pround of her to and Dariyel (i think i spelled it wrong *LOL*) but yea DANG she is tall i kno how u feel D we the short ones....}}

_{^{**L@dy LuCk**}}

hey there girlie.
so yeahh the whole
sticky situation was embarrasing.
read the entry steven=death & yeah
it kinda explains it a little bit. but yeaah..
sounds like everything is goin good with you.
sorry to hear that you have FAKES around you.
makes two of us. no jokee. well yeah get at me
soon mmkay? byyyye <3 Melissa

woooow hmmm i had a promotion/class day/ graduation too. she does look much older than u.lol. well i heard a boy say something just as scandalous as that too. He said "all that girl is good for is to give d**k to" and come to find out it was his gf and i was like .

p.s. i love the shades. TOO CUTE

omg you look so pretty!! wow, good job to your sister too, that's great! :] and i hate people like that too, when they don't date for the love...that's just wrong.

anyway, hope you're doing well !

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

I agree with Diana.... WOW your so beautiful & your sis too
also you both have a GREAT  smile :) GORGEOUS gal

Congrats for your sis.
love you babii gal so freakin much <3

OH MY GOD

YOU TWO ARE SO SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL
I mean WOW!!

You two should model i swear,
or like be photo models!!

Congrats for your sister, that's awesome!!

which program did you use to edit the picture btw? lol it looks great

Love ya forever and eveeerrrr
Dee.

I'm guessing the one on the right is your sis?
Jeez she'd tower over me...lol im like 5ft.
But Congratz to both of them!

-Renee

WOW OMG .... Gorgeousss
i swear your so prettyyyyyyyy & i loved your outfit :D
i hope you had fun!
be patient with this gorgeous face and smile you will find a job!!!!
people are blind !!!!!!!!!!! hehe

I love you baby

Your soo Pretty! Lol

-Renee

heyy, it's been a while! sorry i haven't commented lately. you look really cute in those pics! i love your hair. :] good luck with everything<3 my life hasn't been all that great either, so i know how you feel.

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Oh gosh.
I SUCK at hitting.
I'm not HORRIBLE,
But I'm usually the one who can't hit a big round green ball hurdling at my face at 70-85 MPH...
L0L.
Not something I like hitting.
Paha,but I CAN throw a 76 MPH ball.
Not hitting thou., L0L.
I love one of my bestests on hurr,
~*_Taylor!_*~

Deeeeee I MISSED YOU
how are you lovee :)
im sure your having fun :D did you finish school????
tell me whats happening with you ;)
say hiii to bobby hehehe and remmeber your always on my mind

<33333333

Btw,good luck with the license!!

I'm pretty sure you'll make it [better than me]

It's not difficult to pass,just don't panick and be careful!!!!!!!!

Love u,

OLYA

It's so nice your happy!!!

Keep it that way!!!And love the pic

You rock girl!!!

OLYA

First of all youre so GORGEOUS!!!!

Secondly I LOVE talking to you haha youre crazy!! you make me laugh

Good luck with the driving test, im sure you`ll pass, make sure you dont hit anyone and you`ll be fine haha

I`m taking 3 classes for the summer,
just for extra credits and to graduate faster!!

Have fun with bobby!!

Love yaaaaaa,
Dee. xoxoxoxooxox

Hey sweetie,
thanks alot you mad eme stronger & yur rite with every word you said.
Thanks love :) aww but im not 25 :|  pooor me hahaha nope im 22 hehe

Thats great congrats finallyyyyy school is over WOOT diff. dont let anything
or anyone to stop you from enjoying the vacation i wish i was with youuu

btw its a beautiful pic..noooo your the beautiful babeeee hahaha i swear
i super LOVE YOU <3

Good luck to you girl,too!

Thank God you are ok!!

Take care!

Kiss you,

Olya!

&& That means you Deee.. I love youuuu babiiii

yeah, i've known jace for a while now, and i always thought he was pretty trustworthy, but idk what happened...he even supported me through the whole thing with marc, but idk. i don't think i'll trust him with anything this personal again. D: it'd screw things up too much. and yeah, pat wants to be a girl. :| i mean, he's always been kinda like this, but now that part of him is coming out more, and i think it's really hurting him. :[ ugh, i know though, right? haha, i've tried to tell him that before but he always says he likes drama. xD silly boy.

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

aww everytime you go to a party sh*t goes down you poor thing!

love ya

yeahh, i've been through a lot of drama with patrick. i'll try to sum things up for you though:: patrick started avoiding me for pretty much the entire week last week and our friend [his best friend] jace kept saying that he was starting to hate me and that he was going to break up with me soon ect. ect. so i learned afterwards that jace was pretty much making him break up with me because patrick originally just going to ask me for a break because he's been having A LOT of problems with his life right now...but then jace stepped in between us and forced pat to break up with me, and when patrick tried to explain things to me i flipped out and refused to talk to him...but now we've talked more and i guess he never hated me he just couldn't handle a relationship right now and all...and that we might have another chance together in the future, so yeah. :] that's basically it. right now i'm doing my best to avoid him though and not think about him because i know if i do i'll just fall for him harder all over again. :P

ANYWAYYY lol....haha yeah it is actually!! you'd think it'd be hotter but it's actually pretty cool down here. D:

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Dee oh thankyou so sooo much this means alot to me i swear i love yooooh soooooo much.
opps im so sorry about the car accident,thankgod he is fine,umm dont worry baby im sure your gonna find a way to have anew truck :)
WOOW and about the party this is scary!!!!!!! this happens alot their right?well thankgod your abrave girl and so wise so dont get into troubles and if anyone tried to touch you TELL me ill kick their assess ;)
loll but honestly you live a crazy amazing life,haha full of adventures i liked that about the cop lol he totally believed you guys this is funny
you have to put some pictures for you here or on facebook ..i really missed you gurl alott
Much Love <3333

awe, that suckssss that bobby got into that accident ! D: i really hope you guys can find him a new car soon. good luck<33 and that party sounds hella scary. ahh. DDDD: glad you're doing alright though, and no one got hurt or anything. the BBQ sounds funnnn. :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Dee,Dee,Deee
i missed you so much girl,finally you updated,
im happy for you and bobby ,but be careful your a good friend a Great friend with Briana but dont get in anytroubles,cause its not a game when copz are involved.

YAY finally your finishing schoooool your so lucky here there's still a month and a half =
but :D i graduated so i dont care except when my brothers finish go to the mountain so :D
im excited.

Anywayss its a long comment...but its because i really missed you,we should bring you  a new computer
or fix the old one:P

Takecare sweetie..HUGS&&KISSES

i have to say this

i know im too young but dont let him sell the rest of those pills. tell him to throw them away or something. stuff happens in the most ironic ways and ive seen people be shot down for drugs

be careful and much hope for u 2

I am so happy cause you worked things out..
i missed you sooooooo much Deee :)
thanks for your care and prayers you mean alot to me,i wish we can meet in real life.
i will always think of you && love you no matter what.

You should try and talk to bobby to quit this,and becarefull babiii.

Takecare love <3

i'm so glad you two have worked things out, for the most part. that's great. :] the drug thing is scary though, hopefully bobby does stop soon. D: sounds like it's really bad. good luck with everything<3 hopefully bobby can get those pills sold soon.

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Haha no he's just a friend who really likes me..
thanks for the comment

I really missed you too, btw i never see you on msn anymore, i don't know why...
I'm gonna delete you and add you again, ok?? :/

i have a presentation tomorrow too :/ it's gonna suck i can tell from now lol

i hope things get better between you and bobby, sometimes couples need break just to figure things out you know... anyway since he likes hanging out with his friends more than with you, maybe you should ignore for a bit and see if he misses you? he'll probably get scared that you don't care anymore and will wanna hang out with you haha

Guys are like that pfftt......

Anyway just get rest and have your own time, take a hot bath or something lol deep condition your hair, you'll feel better  take care of youself love MWAH

Dee.

babyyy whats wrong,...  cheer up,im not good at presentation too,i just freeze infront of everyone their :)

what happened with bobby why are you saying this...its ok hunni sometimes i feel the same just be patient
and try to make him understand.mine is like this... he is always with his friends :(
i hope things work out for you dont be sad,,,
please try to enjoy your weekend sweetie.
mwah

awe, i'm so sorry things have been rough with bobby. i know how you feel though, i've been in the same situation. maybe you could try having a talk about it...? like, work it out so you can give him some friend time, but then find other times where he can hang out with just you? it might help to just give each other a little space too. if you're frustrated about it, it can help to give yourself a little break from him, and just chill out with some girlfriends for a while.

boys are silly. ugh. D: lol. good luck with everything<33 i really think it'll work out in the long run though. :] have hope and try to stay strong. ily!!

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

i'm so sorry i couldn't comment this entry earlier ! thank you so much for all the kind words<3 you're so sweet. :] yeah, things have still been a little rough, him still being confused about himself and all, but i think it really made us stronger in the long run. i love you too<3 i would never forget you ! ahh, it's terrible, i never have time to comment anyone. D: i'll most deff get back on track though. as soon as school ends! ;]

ily so much<33 thanks again for everything!!

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Omg dee, WE EVEN HAVE THE SAME NAME HAHAHAHAH

You're one of the sweetest girls i've ever met!! but, i never see you on msn i hope you didn't block me lol!!
you're an amazing person, thanks for the comment it means alot to me...
i really hope we can meet someday!! it would be amazing i swear  i'd be so happy!!

Take care of your self love,
Love ya forever && ever,
Dee.!!
V<3

oh Dee...
i love you tooo so much, yay definitly we're gonna be...no no we are best friends forever :D

thankyou,this is so sweet of you.and you are amazing girl believe me,i always wish you the best.
Have fun with bobby :P
mwah <333333

Still Read All Your Entries.

I Really Hope Things Stay Good With Youu && Bobby.

Youu Seem Pretty Good Together (:

-Daniella.

x

Yeah it was my Uncle and my So Called Best Friends. I wore Skinny Jeans to school one day and I'm suddenly punk rock or emo! Like Foreal... Are they nuts, do they hear themeselves when they talk?? LOL! CUTE ENTRY!

-Renee

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Kings Island was amazing!
Me&+my friendss had tooh stand in line fer the Son of Beast
For an hour&+1/2 thou.
Tht suckedd.
Im from (around) Dayton,Ohio.
Not Dayton,a town near.
&+Im 15 years oldd.
Same questions fer yooh?(:
*One of my very bestt friendss on here!*
~*_Taylor!_*~